Posts tagged ‘anal’

June 16, 2010

A New Level of Trust

So, as far as I’m concerned, my relationship with Alex has reached whole new level of trust. I let Alex put his dick somewhere this morning that I never intended to let a guy go again. Every other guy has had a smaller dick than him and hurt me when I tried anal with them. But none of them would be slow or gentle and they wouldn’t stop when I said it started to hurt, so I swore to myself I would never do it again. But, I’m on my period, so I can’t do anything and I woke up in the middle of the night playing with his dick. I guess I was dreaming about making love to him or something.  We sat there and played around for a couple hours because of it, and I’ve let him put his finger in my ass. It’s small so it feels really good, but this time he was rubbing his dick on my asshole and it felt really good and it was wet so it would slide across well. He sat there and played with it for a long time till the tip just kid of slid in. We actually had it in for quite a while. It didn’t get that deep, but it actually felt wonderful and he was so gentle and made me feel so good. He got more than the head in, that’s for sure. It just proves he  really is my soulmate. I completely trust him with my body, heart, and soul and I don’t even have to try. Everything he does feels good to me and I know he would never intentionally hurt me. He always says the greatest things in bed too. Like telling me how he loves having a freaky little girl. And I absolutely love being able to trust him enough to do all that freaky stuff with him. It seems like everything he suggests to try, I totally enjoy it. I don’t think I could enjoy my sex life this much with anyone else. He knows exactly what to say and do, and where to touch to make me ecstatically happy and incredibly turned on. I am soo damn lucky to have gotten my hands on him.  He is my perfect man. Not just the fact that our bodies seem like they were created for each other, (I let him do things that other girls wouldn’t even try and hardly any girl could handle the size of his cock but it’s perfect to me.) but he makes me happier emotionally than I ever thought possible. Don’t get me wrong, we have our fights but I would not give it up for the world. That dick, those incredible abs, that heart of gold, and that beautiful mind are all mine.